Why me?

Why me ? Why does he talk to me and not her?I'm a bigger idiot than her, she's naturally pretty and doesnt even where makeup or shop at the mall. i feel so bad. I wish they could talk to each other and just make her happy, i know if he even smiled at her it would make her day. But every time I talk about him I have to watch what i say around her. He's my best friend. I wish she was me so she could talk to him.....just once.