Am I lonesome tonight.....?

Am i lonesome tonight? um....thats a good question. About a year ago-that would be a sometimes. Because i had friends that would ALWAYS invite me to their parties. no matter if i lived in Hinckley or not. But then something peculiar happened. They started only inviting the people who went on the east coast trip this summer and with just about 3 other friends to throw in and their party was set. I happen to not be one of those people invited to these parties anymore. The friends i happen to love very much. Just dont seem to think im qualified. While most of the group is singled and centered around this one girl who has said i have become less than holy and the others have their own groups inside of our group or their own trios or coupled friends i guess you called them. Im here on the outside. I dont mean to become a sour thumb but i have been getting my feelings hurt most of the year..and its barely been a month since school has started.! I hate being dramatic. But its too much for me to keep up with the popularity of things in high school. I think i will now transform myself into a nerd.:)
I LOVE YOU FRIENDS AND THANKS FOR ALL YOU DO. YOUVE BEEN MY LIFESAVERS. THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES:)
WITH LOVE
THE BIG APPLE

Just broken a friends heart.....

i have just broken a friends heart. i didnt mean to but when she blogged about me saying i was doing something not very nice...i didnt think twice about it until i realized it was me who she was talking about. She once upon a time had this "crush"...i remember well when i had the same crush about the first week of 8th grade. Soon we found out that we liked the same person. We ended up having the same class and funnest class together where we talked non stop about this certain male gender. we talk about all the things we liked about him and then soon enough..she hated him....literally. So all those times in that class we always talked about "him" was now spent on how she hated him. She pointed out all the things she didnt like about him. So that made me notice..."yeah she's right". Then all of a sudden she likes this other male gender. Who is my friend. So she intends to think that i am having this "thing" for him. Which im really not. But he is the only one with a few exceptions who laughs at me when i echo the room with laughter in geometry. Like loud. I WILL NEVER EVER EVER HAVE DIFFERNET FEELINGS AB0UT HIM....
Now my conclusion and predicition is that i am proven innocent but just by my view and my prediction is she will disown me ....
CASE CLOSED.

Hats off to" certain" Boys who make "certain" friends

Arent boys the bestest friends ever? Well Certain boys that is. Plus even grown up men are the best to be friends with. I think friends with boys are the funnest , cuz you can tell the certain ones dont care if you dont go out before your 16 or you dont say "Peed-off" all the time. Sometimes you can tell they dont care you have no makeup on ,or wearing your worst outfit to school. Either way your friends that are guys really dont care...sometimes. My bestest friends that are "male" :0) are...
1. Tony Pedersen - The cop and my top favorite friend. He is married with a family of 4 girls and is either in his early or mid thirties. He is also in our bishopric in my ward and was also my Pa during the trek. I love him so much ! 2 Ethan Bliss- my Bestie as far as boys in my grade. He is so easy to talk to. Just as much to make him laugh and smile. He's the kind of friend who will tease you but will make you laugh at what he says. he ended up getting the class clown in 8th grade 3. Bart Wankier- is in my ward. He is close to his 40's or is. He is Amy Wankier's dad. He is also those kind of people who tease you but make you laugh when they do. But he is also very kind and is concerned about you. He is the ultimate New York Yankee's #1 fan.
4. Dakota Jordan- is Tony Pedersen's nephew . He is so awesome to be around. He is one of those skater boys but at the same time he is not the weird kind if you know what i mean. He calls me Jo but yells it when he sees me. I call him Toda. He is very fun to me around. 5. Kale Leavitt- is the bomb. He always says hi to me and gives me a high five. But sometimes he acts like hes too cool for you . but when he doesnt then hes the best. He also is always smiling and joking around or doing something stupid.
Well...that's my main friends but i have a ton more- Jaron Fowles, Ty Dutson, Ray Montez, Justin Albrect, Mont McPherson, Kaden Ledbetter, Saxon Day and others. But i wont talk about them and take all day. But this one of the tributes to friends and how much they mean to me! Aww...im becoming a softie!!!
thanks for reading and "find out who your friends are" and dont forget them!!:)

I WAS KIDNAPPED!!!

Last night i had an unusual experience. I was kidnapped by two of the girls on the high school girls soccer team. It started out that they had a cop who came into my house. My mom woke me up on my couch and told me to get up. it was around 11pm. I got up and suddenly saw the cop. It was the Deputy Burton who was standing in my dining room waiting for me. I also realized i had a hole in "between" my legs in my pajamas! so i was very mellow about this...mostly worried if he could see my underwear. He told me to come outside with him so i could discuss something with him. He said instead of getting into his truck which was parked outside- but to get into the van that was parked into it. I simply got into it and my mom gave me a bag with clothes in it. Then we went to another girls house and we were off to Oak City. But i didnt know that. Diamond Casados told me were going up north to play laser tag. So thats what i believed. We ended up in the Oak City Town Hall where not all of the players were there yet but some were watching Pirates of the Caribbean. Me, Jacey, Lacey and Elise were already asleep before the movie finished. Then Diamond woke me up around 3:30 am and told me i had to stay awake. that was supposed to be the whole point- to be completely tired the next day at school. I looked at what was on the projection screen (which movie they were watching) and the Sandlot was on. I was SO tempted to stay up and watch it since it is one of my favorite movies. but my eyes wouldnt do what i wanted them to. I fell back asleep , waking up to find out that i didnt have marker on my face since i heard them talking. I also found out that i had slept in and most everybody had left for their houses in Delta. I didnt have much time to get ready but i was able to have a cup of Sunny D and 1/2 a pancake . Then Allyson Harris took me and Diamond to school a whole hour before school started. I wasnt all the way ready so i walked to the bathroom. When i walked in i noticed " i was not in the girls bathroom" I saw urninals sitting there. I just stared and walked straight outside and yelled across the halls loud. " Diamond- i must be pretty tired cuz i just walked in the men's bathroom.
I had a lot of fun:) I LOVE OUR SOCCER TEAM!! THEY ARE MY BEST FRIENDS:)!!!

Bad mistake

Well...im sorry about that very random picture in the middle of my blog and is covering up my post. but i have no idea how to berid of it so it will now take its place there. im sorry ....:) thats me ....miss accident pronE:)